Im starving, you whined in your head. A minute later, you came out of the bathroom and noticed Taehyungs sudden absence. There's a subtle difference between feeling like a burden without really being a burden and feeling like a burden because you are being a burden. Oh man I didnt expect this thank you so much queen this means a whole lot! In fact, he was actually madly in love with you. Your rock. You think Yoongi-hyung would have taste in women but I guess not.. What the hell is going on here? You werent fully fast asleep yet and caught his question in time. Oh Yoongi, you say as you walk over to him. I know how you feel, I really do, but suicide is never the answer. But for the first time in your friendship, he sees that he shouldnt be this honest. "What would you call me when youre cross with me?, you suddenly ask. Okay, open., [A/N: Despite this one taking me awhile to write, it was actually fun to think of these scenarios. You looked up and closed your book. After hearing it, of course it irked him quite a bit. You were just so happy to be with someone you can be fully relaxed with. You even heard his name a couple of times throughout your monolog, which didnt help at all. And wept. The drive home was very calming. !, you cried. I really hope you all enjoy. You werent fully aware of what you were saying but that didnt stop it from stirring a certain feeling in Hoseok. Whats wrong?, he asked, You look like youre about to cry.. Hoseoks girlfriend proceeds to slightly hit him hard on the shoulder. Since you just woke up, it takes you a few seconds to fully understand Jimins simple question and you proceed to answer. Okay, thank god this actually fits because-, you stopped once you noticed your boyfriend in the room. The one that Jimin was in no way fluent in. You quickly walked back to the table and pulled Yoongi aside. Softly smiling at him, you respond, Youre such a cheeseball, Park.. But, you have to let me take care of you the same way." When he mentioned that he had some time out of his busy schedule to hang out, of course you took the opportunity. "Youre an asshole, you know that? You loved her so much and wished for her happiness above yours so you decided to bear and grin through it. Hey sorry babe, Hoseok says as he walks into the apartment, setting the containers of takeout on the kitchen counter. Namjoon felt extremely guilty for snapping at Hoseok earlier at the studio today. Y/N?, Hoseok asks quizzically, What about her?, I noticed that shes been asking a lot of you lately, things that she could definitely do on her own, Jungkook hesitantly begins, I just find it odd that shes that so dependent on you.. In the former case . I was trying to be a friend, he remembered what Hoseok said to him. You were already in your pajamas and about to read a book before bed. At that moment, of all the jealous feelings that Jungkook has held seemed to disappear, feeling rather silly to have these feelings in the first place. You and Jin absolutely loved your Movie Night Fridays. Yep, they cant wait to meet you. He still wouldnt look up at you so you cupped his right cheek to coax him into facing you. At first, you vehemently refused, saying that it was way too soon and that you were too shy. You look perfect the way you are." You move closer to him, taking his hand and leaning your head on his shoulder. And to add that fact that youve been stressed out lately and he was too busy to notice, Namjoon couldnt help but feel like the biggest dickhead in the world right now. With you being a very intelligent and thoughtful young woman, he knew the two of you would hit it off. I need to go home, Yoongi. Imagine being a child and feeling that you are a burden. So many people care about you. "How about this: later on today, Ill bake you some chocolate chip cookies. He knew how much you wanted to spend some time together and didnt want to disappoint you. I'll love you till the day I die no matter how cheesy that sounds, it's true. Everyone eagerly dug into their plates as you just sipped your water, hoping it will calm your nerves. As you two were watching the film, you felt your eyes getting heavier and heavier. Before having the chance to open the passenger door, Jungkook spins you around and pulls you into his embrace. But Hoseok doesnt answer him, only shooting him an expression that warns the phrase: Do as you are told. Seeing this rare but terrifying look on his face, Taehyung gulps and quickly stands up. Feeling like an emotional burden can be caused by a number of things, including low self-esteem, anxiety, depression, or trauma. The three of you were browsing the produce section of the grocery store when you suddenly wandered off somewhere. Lets get you to bed. In response you mumbled something he couldnt quite catch. It didnt matter what you two ended up doing, there was never a dull moment between you two. Hope you all enjoy! Just Just let it all out. Taehyung absolutely loved it when you baked. The six men got up from the couch and hurriedly walked over to meet you. While he didnt know what exactly you were baking, it was already making his mouth water and got him right out of bed. The guys decided it would be nice to have a relaxing movie night and you were invited to tag along. Ready to go? he playfully asks you. Just stick with me for the rest of the evening, okay?. Namjoon stopped what he was doing for a moment. When the food arrived, all hope was lost as you felt the sensation of butterflies in your stomach. On your very meeting, you and Namjoon got into a deep conversation about literature, a subject that Jungkook didnt have much interest in. You gave him a quick glare. Startled by his brusk question, you and Jimin turn back to Jin once again. I put together a follow forever list because these are people who I really admire as content creators, and as people. Ive been super stressed lately with school and my family and I didnt want to bother you since youre so focused on your album, you revealed, I felt like I was about to explode but luckily Hobi was there for me when I needed him.. Im just not sure if I like her yet, Jin says to Jungkook, neither noticing you in the room yet. He'd treat you like a princess when you're in bed because he'd feel as if you getting sick was partly his fault. Afterwards when he told Taehyung about what you said, he thinks for a moment and says to Jimin, "Maybe youre in love with her. Jimin bursts out a hearty laugh, Yeah, as if I do. But days and weeks later, he couldnt stop thinking about you and your crush on his hyung. ", You put your hand on your hip as you shot Taehyung a serious look, "What the hell do you think, Tae?". Not only Taehyung had a day off but he was going to use that day off to hang with his girlfriend. Hey, you have nothing to be sorry about. After all, he was the reason why Jungkook decided to join BTS. But easier said than done. As you tippy-toed closer to that room, you quickly realized they were talking about you. Without waking you up, he would wrap you into a big, tight hug, feeling your warm, beautiful as comfort for him. Please make her feel welcome.. For. Knowing how sweet and mature Yoongi is, his friends would have to be the same way. Most of the time, you eat like a feral pig.. Instead of them reacting to you, its the other way around. Everything was picked out with the utmost care: your hairstyle, your outfit, your makeup. Hes not a good guy, Y/N. Its pretty long, Jimin says before he clicks the play button on the Netflix screen. But he tried his best to hold his tongue since it didnt hurt anyone. You felt a rush of heat rising in you from shear embarrassment as you hid away the two men. Yep thats me, I hope he hasnt been dragging my name on the dirt, you say while playfully nudging your bashful friend. Come on, Y/N. What?, asked Jin, too busy testing the cantaloupes. Hmm?. Plain bizarre was more fitting. The thing about depression is no one really talks about it out loud. (TT) lol but really Im really glad I took on this request. You honestly couldnt understand why a person like Min Yoongi would ever be into you. Also this is my very first drabble ^-^ I mean its a little bit over a hundred words but who really cares?]. I've dealt with this in my early struggles with anxiety, and it's still something I still deal with. Yes, living at peace together was absolute paradise. You knew that today Hoseok and the guys had a dance practice and you thought it would be a great idea to make a surprise visit. We all know he's a freak so he'd whisper dirty things in your ear while his thumb rubs intense circles onto your clit with a smirk as you try to make our real words and sentences. When he said that you werent too ugly to fool around in the broom closet, but not hot enough for a one stand, I had to possess every power in me to not knock his lights out.. How much did you hear?, I only heard what Yoongi said then immediately went towards the room. Initially thinking it would be fun to spend some time with your loving boyfriend, witnessing his genius at work, you were just bored out of your mind. Your knight in shining armor. Ive been working on this for awhile and I feel pretty proud of the results. It took you clearing your throat for them to finally notice you in the room. He said he had to run off somewhere. He quickly sits up a bit as she nearly crashes into him. However, there was one issue at hand: you were unbelievably exhausted. Not taking his eyes off the road, Jungkook asks, Hey, are you in the mood for some ice cream? You actually thought someone as handsome as Hoseok genuinely liked you. You look at him for a moment as Jungkook gazes out of the window. Her name is Y/N? He was truly your everything and youd be lost without him. But for the sake of his relationship, he knew he had to open himself to you. I can see why you love him so much.". You obviously need to cool off., No! "i wanna taste you baby," he would say before lying you on the bed. Yeah, I, Jin trails off. Feeling your eyes burn with incoming tears, you turned your back on Jin. There he was, Mr. Gucci . No peeking!, you playfully exclaim. Even though this wasnt your first time hanging out with anyone from the group, let alone Hoseok, you still get anxious in settings like this. You just stood there, silently nodding and taking in her words. Jin, your voice sounded desperate as you looked up at your friend pleading eyes, Please tell me., Jin quietly sighs as he puts down his phone on your kitchen counter. Uh, yeah, Jungkook answers quizzically, Thanks hyung., Yoongi then turns to you, Can we talk inside?. I think Im actually hungry now.. You didnt consider yourself a gross eater, you just become hyper-aware when you eat around others. You reached over to give his hand a comforting pat and smiled at him. Upon becoming friends with everyone, Jungkook latched on to you the fastest. Jimin nodded. We all care about you. Once he sat next to you on the sofa, he put his arm around you and brought you closer to him. With that, he assumed you were still out shopping with Taehyung. The men were pretty normal, none of them really catching your eye. Do you think Im gross, Joon?, Namjoon sighs heavily. You were planning on sneaking past him in order to not disturb his call when you mentioned your name. Hoseok made it clear to you that you could always rely on him. Jin: We'll work together, and I'll take care of you. I really wished you loved yourself better, Y/N, said Yoongi. The ending of the movie made me think about if the conversation was between me and my boyfriend and it inspired me to write this super short fic. you need to ensure that user1 can access share1 by using the smb protocol; layout blind backrest; ankha zone original video. Your eyes flutter closed and you feel like you're walking on water. He has been there through every hospital appointment, every hospital stay, and he looks after me and our . You and Yoongi have been dating for almost two years now and, with this, youve found your place within Bangtan. Hoseok woke up, feeling your weight on him. But then you gingerly took his hands and started pulling him towards the kitchen. Hope you guys enjoy!]. Despite its blaring sound, Yoongi was still peacefully asleep, like the lazy cat that he is. Y/N, you home? you called out but with no response. "What? You let go of Jungkooks hand and started to fidget your fingers self-consciously. He clicks on your contact and waits for you to answer. Why are you crying?". When you told Jungkook about your worries, he reassured you that everything will be fine. Who cares what you love to eat? It takes a moment to register his question before finally answering. But why hyung?, Jungkook says, hearing the slight hurt in his voice. After hearing the click of the bathroom door closing, Hoseok turns to Taehyung, who went back to scrolling through his phone. The Stigma of Mental Illness and Feeling Like a Burden Everyone excused your hatred for weddings as you being a curmudgeon. However, while in your sleepy state, you answer him in your native language. Adorable wasnt the right word Jimin was thinking of. Anyway, please enjoy!]. Feeling defeated, Taehyungs mouth forms into a full on pout. He had excused himself moments earlier to answer a phone call. At first, I contemplated even taking this one on since I didnt think I could give any justice. The only thing he didnt like about you was your self-hatred and how youre always quick to put yourself down. Fast Forward to the actual day of the wedding. He told you to head to the car while he said his goodbyes. Boys, this is Y/N, he introduced you. Oh sorry about that, you said bashfully. Hes really fun to talk to, hes so freaking smart.". What the absolute fuck?, Jimin murmured, totally dumbstrucked of what he was witnessing. Thanks for taking me out.". He wasnt particularly annoyed by your daydreaming but he did think it was rude to not pay attention. It wasnt that he was annoyed or bothered by your sleep talking, it simply creeped him out. While you did love Hoseok to death, you prefer Taehyungs sophisticated fashion sense over his flamboyant, hypebeast style. He suggested that you should wait until his day off so he can go shopping with him instead but you insisted on going with Taehyung. Yoongi silently listens to your predicament and simply tells you this: If you truly love Y/N you have to be honest with her. As he locked the door behind him, he noticed that the apartment to which you and him shared was empty. He just thought it was strange for a girl your age to be so reliant on someone, be it her boyfriend or not. Oh sorry, you apologized weakly, I havent gotten up yet. But all you could hear on the other was Jimin giggling hysterically, unable to control himself. Trust me, Im not exaggerating. Thats a random question, he says with a light laugh, What brought this up?. You were practically his own little personal baker. Date nights with Jungkook were always fun and this one was no exception. You were known to fall asleep at any time, at any occasion. Heck, it took you awhile to feel comfortable eating around Taehyung. Well imagine your shock when Hoseok invited you to come hang out at his place. Yoongi You were out on a dinner date with your boyfriend Taehyung, and you were trying your best to hide your nervousness. So he brushed it off, his pushing down the jealousy that threatened to pester him at times. Bye!}. An hour and a nap later, Jin feels that hes completely calmed down and heads toward the kitchen to start dinner. Is that a yes? he asks perplexedly but you dont answer. Still disturbed from what happened, Taehyung stuttered a Yes, sure. Well in the end Darcy never really answers to Lizzie what he would call her when hes angry with her. Me. However, I was only able to finish the hyung line parts at the moment. He'd lick his lips a lot more than usual, and find a lot more reasons to touch you. Yoongi thought you were having a fun night but he did know you get panicky sometimes. Hobi: Dont recall using those words but i would be quick to call her cute or anything. Once the three of you were all settled with your drinks, you asked the two men how their day was. Not only the title alone is super angst-ridden, this reaction is pretty much a reversal of what I usually do. Too bad she looks fucking busted!, he laughs into his phone. That absolutely happens. "Yeah, Im so glad I finally got to meet the guys. Im hoping this wont be the last and that Ill get better at writing stuff like this. Jin always puts on a brave face for you, but you know there are a lot of feelings he keeps quiet to save you the worry. ", You sighed, it was way too early to deal with this man-child. The warm glow of the city lights and the R&B music playing softly on the radio created a very chill vibe around you. Although shocked at first, Hoseok just laughs it off and goes back to eating. Obviously, you didnt have the balls to ask Namjoon out right then and there. Feeling like a burden can cause serious disruption to our lives by keeping us from sharing our struggles with people who care about us. 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